I think of someone from my past.
I cannot see her or be with her, but one night, almost against my will, she took me.
But being from different generations, I cannot be with her any more.
Still, I hear her, a small passionate voice in my mind, I think of her often.
I have told many that I had lost the one meant for me forever.
I was wrong. My soulmate found me, took me, and I walked away.
So, I have lost what I was never supposed to have. She is kind, compassionate, caring, loving and I long for her still.
Now, because of the differences in our age, I keep away. Still, her voice I hear in my mind, hurt, alone, loving and caring.
Maybe I am just crazy, maybe I just ponder her too much.
But now I have lost the one I can love the most, so I cling to my fantasies.
One night, over a year ago, she seduced me, then I left.
I think of the taste of love I received from her, it has made me whole but I long for more.
Maybe in another day and age I can be with her, the woman I love, that I thought I had lost eternally.
Until then I just carry her in my heart as love can.
Peace to you and yours,
Kedar.
