My friend,
The sick one.
Who loves me now.
Can I love her back.
Even if I can, will it be as she needs?
And if I do, what about the others or anyone else I might love or needs love and I can help like I have?
Could she deal with that.
The others couldn't.
There will be more like her.
I'm stuck.
Now.
A day later I add to this.
I talk to her and feel Love for her now.
Not just care and respect. Love.
I need to be careful I see.
I have hurt people way too much but at least I have never and still don't flirt with her.