Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Serious bad news.

I was honest about my friend that is sick and her eyes are getting really bad too.

I mean this is serious stuff, I think she lost her job.

But at least I still don't flirt and just treat her as a friend and am expecting alot of money today so I can buy the phone cards to try to help.

She's cool too and doesn't go there with me. That helps.

I have told her I love her as a friend and that iit might or might not go farther in the future but that's as far as I or we went.

Hope I can.

But I have to try, the docs she goes to just refuse to help her. She has told me this several times.

But, at his point if she is so sick and losing her eyesight now too, she told me this.

I don't know if my help is in time.

I honestly don't know what else to do and have no way to go where she lives but phone anyone I can to try to help.

I honestly think without medical help in her area she will die.

This is tearing me apart but I have no idea what I can do but phone everyone I can in case someone will try and might be able to help.

And now I wonder if she will make it anyways. She can't stay at her PC more then ten minutes her eyes get so bad.

Last thing I can do is spend all the time I can just trying to get her emergency help with the phone cards in her city.

She went to the Emergency Department two days go and they turned her away after she told them this and more.

This is seriously messed up way too bad.

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.