In My Thoughts...

I think of someone from my past.

I cannot see her or be with her, but one night, almost against my will, she took me.

But being from different generations, I cannot be with her any more.

Still, I hear her, a small passionate voice in my mind, I think of her often.

I have told many that I had lost the one meant for me forever.
I was wrong. My soulmate found me, took me, and I walked away.

So, I have lost what I was never supposed to have. She is kind, compassionate, caring, loving and I long for her still.

Now, because of the differences in our age, I keep away. Still, her voice I hear in my mind, hurt, alone, loving and caring.

Maybe I am just crazy, maybe I just ponder her too much.

But now I have lost the one I can love the most, so I cling to my fantasies.

One night, over a year ago, she seduced me, then I left.

I think of the taste of love I received from her, it has made me whole but I long for more.

Maybe in another day and age I can be with her, the woman I love, that I thought I had lost eternally.

Until then I just carry her in my heart as love can.

Peace to you and yours,

Kedar.