I need to take care.

My friend,

The sick one.

Who loves me now.

Can I love her back.

Even if I can, will it be as she needs?

And if I do, what about the others or anyone else I might love or needs love and I can help like I have?

Could she deal with that.

The others couldn't.

There will be more like her.

I'm stuck.

Now.

A day later I add to this.

I talk to her and feel Love for her now.

Not just care and respect. Love.

I need to be careful I see.

I have hurt people way too much but at least I have never and still don't flirt with her.

Hey

Hey,

Anyone can add there comments now. I changed that option.

If you want to comment on any post you will figure out how I'm sure.

Peace in advance.

Funny thing,

I have absolutely no idea why, nothing has changed at all.

But I'm feeling better, getting my appetite back, not in bed all the time or as much.

Have no idea why or what, just something has changed.

Maybe.

I have Hope.

I think and feel i might be okay.

A bit better.

Maybe.

I have Hope I will.

I hope.

We will see.

Hey again.

I don't feel good.

I'm off to do emergency PC work overnight for a friend.

I'll tell the story about them and stuff later, not about tonight, but stuff like that.